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  1. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    I feel so much for you. But it is often so weird that the US is not the Netherlands. There is no thing to "live-in" to take care for someone (while I have the degrees). We live so close on top of each other.. it is just not a thing. Nanny's also not. In Croatia they do; rural parts. They build a...
  2. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    "friends". I meant friends, strangers, care-takers, and whatever. I was warned for it by fellow sok.cial workers... but it is true. You are not safe as a homeless woman. I tried to not say it so directly due to it being an all-ages forum. And an U.S. forum. But I guess that's a bit dumb. Because...
  3. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    Loopeend is still here and not among the dead :P I do not have anything to say really. I'm just processing stuff you (guys) say to me. I have finally a home after months of being homeless. The stranger; a woman that took me in; kept en keeps saying she is doing the work of Jesus. She acts like...
  4. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    I want to thank you to answer. I have to tell you I am often not welcome on here because I am Dutch; not American. I have report people that think that this public forum is only for "muricans". That hurts. The facts I am not born in the U.S. ruines for some people the credibllaty for my ducks...
  5. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    I am indeed not. I am just pissed, I am terribaly dissapointed in Christian people. In my personal life and on here. Hypocrits. I am 4 months homeless now. With the help of "domestic abuse hotline" social workers and police. This disecion.. to get away from this aggresive crimal.. I knew it...
  6. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    It is clear I am, and solely I am, not getting the point. But I try. Maybe I am just not good in it. Maybe I am autistic after all. My brain is just so stupid and I do not get it!
  7. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    I do not feel as I understand. But I do not care anymore. I only know that my father is NOT Jesus. I like Jesus because I have the feeling he did all that work because he knows. He knows how having crappy parents and being bullied is. He knows hardships. But He stood up. He chose to help...
  8. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    I think you are still a lot of steps ahead of me. I feel I still have hate in me. "We are His children. When a baby is born, does that child have to do anything to make its parents love it? No, the parent loves it with all their hearts simply because the child belongs to the parent" I have at...
  9. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    You are not wrong. I am indeed looking for God. I want to feel what you feel. But apprentently it does not work that way. Since child I have said I hope He calls for me. That I get a message that I am allowed too./he accepts me. I think that might have been too easy; He wants me to earn it. He...
  10. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    I love your message and it made me smile. I am not starstruck... except on Dutch boillogist who could have been my father... and I know.. how he is going to react. Like D-word. he is good in science but social... an whole other story. He does not hide that; so I expect him to be a D. His fans...
  11. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    I don't know. I did not expect to understand Jesus his love. I do not understand what you are saying now; because it might be a few steps ahead. Maybe in a few years I will look back at this and understand it? Like how I now finally understood Jesus his love more then before? I might be still...
  12. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    I do not understand what you mean by "we all deserve death and hell". It could be due to a language barrier. If you mean it literally; That's not my God. We are all born pure; life is a test of what we deserve. What we do, how we act, think, feel. I'm 100% sure I will go to heaven; since my...
  13. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    Thank you! One part of my family is atheist and the other part is in U.S. terms close to Pennsylvania Dutch. I am not baptised. The Christian part of the family shunned me for it as a child. I later had Christian friends (and Jewish and Islamic; but we are talking about God/JC now) that were...
  14. Loopeend

    prayer warriors (following Jesus Christ, everyone welcome)

    Found him/her/whatever.. is not accepted by family. And they can all *** Jesus ****. I love the love. Love is good. I love that someone showed me the love of JC/God/Allah whatever. Love is good. I want you all to feel the love too. genuine hug.
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