You might ask @nicalandia or @NatJ what genetics are causing that incomplete lacing--seems like it may mean something but I wouldn't have a clue haha. :D
I’m so sorry you’re feeling bummed out 🙁 Chickens can definitely be a challenge…lots of frustration and heartache. 😢 Maybe take some time to re-evaluate what you like and don’t like about chickening and see where you stand. I always try not to make big decisions when I’m feeling really down and...
Doesn’t the mottling get more pronounced after they molt? I know mille fleur patterns change and improve after a molt? I understand why you are frustrated though!