Granny's gone and done it again

Wow. Death by fire is not one of my options for suicide.
Hopefully none of them are but I bet there's very few people who hasn't thought of it at one point. I think I am just worried about the state getting this house and throwing Robert to the curb. I'd rather watch it burn. :mad:
 
Today is my birthday. I am getting ever closer to 70 y o. I really don't expect to make it 10 more years. There's something very wrong with me. Always short of breath, nearly pass out when I stand up quickly. I had a pulmonary function test, my lungs are normal. Something must be wrong with my heart. Dad had open heart surgery with a triple by pass, aortic aneurysm repair and valve replacement. He died a week later. He was the last of 6 siblings to die from heart issues.
After that fall in October that hurt my ribs, I ended up having a lipoma surgically removed in the same area. So have been in pain since October. The surgeon made a mess just under my breast so I doubt I will be able to wear a bra.
All this after Lyme disease that doesn't want to quit. I won't go on about the immune disorders and depression I fight. I will mention that I am convinced developing dementia is in my near future. My brain just isn't working right.
Not saying I am giving up yet. Going for an echocardiogram Monday. I will get in to see my cardiologist soon. When I am tired, I will sleep. I don't care when it is. I am taking my meds. Lost over 20 pounds.
My goats are in new homes. Only one miserable rooster left. Less chores.
My loving husband is here. I have 2 sons, who are good but busy. I may see them once next year. We talk on the phone maybe twice a year.
My good friends on BYC are suffering and fighting the aging decline. I am proud of your fight.
Hubby and I will go out for seafood soon. We deserve it! Have a great day, my 🧡 friends.
Cap, happy birthday!
I also feel the wear and tear of old age.

I am sorry you are suffering. It isn’t fun. I hope they can find out what is wrong with your heart. I have tried to find out what causes me to feel tired all the time. No dr can give me an answer I will keep you in my thoughts. Congrats on the 20 lb weight loss.
 
Hopefully none of them are but I bet there's very few people who hasn't thought of it at one point. I think I am just worried about the state getting this house and throwing Robert to the curb. I'd rather watch it burn. :mad:
Oh then your dream makes sense. If tom comes home,then the state won’t get your house? Correct?
 
Tramadol (Qdolo, ConZip) is another opioid pain reliever that can cause sweating. Like some antidepressants, tramadol can increase serotonin in the brain. Because of this, there's a risk of serotonin syndrome. Symptoms include sweating, shaky hands, and a fast heartbeat.
Vicoden-
Withdrawal from opioids can cause:
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  • Anxiety.
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Oh then your dream makes sense. If tom comes home,then the state won’t get your house? Correct?
They are racking up a hell of a bill and I think including that 10k riding chair. That's the only thing that makes sense to me. Why aren't people raising a stink about this??
 

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