I've always thought about it but I get so attached to them and I just can't do it. I'd rather give it to someone else who knows what they are doing if it has to get killed I had a dream once when we had a bad rooster that we messed up while trying to kill it and it suffered a lot and that disturbs me. I know I sound like a marshmallow in Texas but I just can't do it
No worries, I feel the same way sometimes. I turned my parents meat rabbits into pets when I was younger. And I always stress when an animal has to get butchered, more so this time because it has been a while since I last had to do it. But I remind myself that my chickens will have had a much better life than the mass produced birds that end up in stores. And no matter if I culled it or someone else did, an animal still died so that I could eat. I raise my animals with care and try to send them off as gently as possible.
If you are interested and want to learn, there a videos on utube so you can see different methods, I like the killing cones as it keeps the birds calmer and the meat doesn't get bruised from thrashing. Once you settle on a method, you could ask someone to show you how in person.