Oh, I completely understand.I wanted to order seeds now, to sow within the week. I already have to deal with so many dysfunctional entities in my professional tasks and personal duties, so I don't want to add one more.
I like supporting small companies; I worked for one or another for most of my working life.
I also like supporting Seed Saver's Exchange, as I think they do very important work, keeping heirloom varieties viable and available.